After the DAT scan, I came to the clinic for the first time, I was lucky and two days later I was offered a place. Here I was given the first information about what to expect and how to proceed. I was totally overwhelmed by the situation and didn't want to know anything at all.

My first thought was: what I don't know can't burden me. I wanted to push it away. Hear nothing of the madness. My thought was: please just put me on the medication and leave me alone!